Stressed

Ok so I really sucked it up at the pig show yesterday. I got last in both of my shows. Really it wasn't that bad since it was only my second show ever I shouldn't expect to get Grand Champion, but still I would have liked to not come in last. Oh well anyway I'm really stressing over the county show which is in two days. I have a band competition tomorrow and then have to go get my hogs bathed. My friends have the same problem so I really shouldn't be complaining.

Another thing is my dad's already talking about next year. I don't even know if I want to show next year. So I'm just freaked that I'm going to look really stupid at county. Like make people I don't even know mad because I cut off their hog or something. I'll be really happy when this week is over. Then the only thing left this school year is one academic trip and the state fair show. Which will be alot easier on me because I'm only going to show one hog instead of both of them.

My brothers were both jerks this weekend on another note so basically my whole weekend sucked big time. The hog show ,besides the fact that I lost, wouldn't have been so bad if it wasn't for the stupid hour and a half long pie and cake auction which gave me a headache. I'm sorry I keep complaining so much. Anyway I hope after Wednesday I can calm down a little. The house my step-dad is building should be done in another month or two and everyone will be pretty much happy. Except for me if John keeps being a jerk. Will blog tomorrow if I'm not too tired. I shall leave you with a quote to think on

"Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is not to stop questioning.” -Albert Einstein