Tired

I've been really tired for since Saturday. We've all been really busy working on the house because they are starting to put the carpet in today. Saturday we didn't go to bed until 4:00 in the morning. The guys had to get up at 8:30 but I got to sleep until 12. Sunday we worked until 12 at night then I didn't go to bed until 2 which was my fault. So I've been beat for ahile sorry I haven't posted I just haven't had time. I bet it's going to be like this all Spring Break. It doesn't really seem like break yet, but maybe in a few days it will.

I have serious issues and everyone will think I'm a total freak, but I think I'm starting to like my other step brother now. Instead of the one I originally like. You see I never really get to talk to my younger older step bro because the oldest one I used to really like, and still do, was always around. But this weekend he was gone to his moms to study so I didn't see him at all and got to spend time with my other one. I know and alot of people think it's wrong to like your step brother and I like both of them. My life is really scewed up.

Besides this new discovery I have't really thought about much besides work, and well killing my step sister and making it look like an accident. And everyone has those thoughts occasionally.

“Family love is messy, clinging, and of an annoying and repetitive pattern, like bad wallpaper.”